Days.

Dearest, dearest you.

You know how you always come up to me and tell me how weird your girlfriend is, and how retarded she seems. Yes, you did say that. And yes, your girlfriend can read this too. But deep down, I think I know how exactly to classify your girlfriend.

She is the type of girl who won’t call you when she is crushing on you, so you will have to call her. She won’t come talk to you too during that time, so you should go talk to her. When you two are hitting on each other, she’s not going to let you act stupid and pretend that she likes it. And when you are with your friends, she won’t run into your arms no matter how much she wants to. You need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her so that everyone will turn their heads to you two. You should always be around her and allow yourself to be vulnerable at the same time too. She loves you more than you can imagine. And no matter how much she doesn’t show it, she does. But you, you need to show her how much you love her and then she won’t be afraid to show it back to you.

Honestly, I don’t really know how to tell you from where did I get the idea to tell you all these. Or even how did I happen to know so much about your girlfriend. It’s just that, she seems like a complicated character to understand and she looks interesting to analyze. Though I know how you felt about her, but I believe that she felt the goose bumps whenever you look her in the eye, or tell her that you love her exactly the way she is.

And do you remember that day when you asked me why do I love someone? And I didn’t answer that question, because honestly, I was speechless? Remember? Well, I did some thinking, and I found my answer.

I love someone not because of the kiss, but it is when he put his hands on my back while he gently pull me closer. And it’s that innocent smile he gave after our lips met and the way he look into my eyes right before. You see, it’s not about the kiss, but it’s about the feeling I get. And that small tiny feeling that I felt make me realize how I actually love someone.

Can you give that to your girlfriend? No matter how hard she is to you?

Well you,
I think you can go from here in giving the best of you to your miss. Because all of it comes from inside of who you really are.


Yours truly.


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