I feel calmer in the love department. I don't demand for time and moments like a schoolgirl. I feel like I'm in a good state of understanding and respect. And I'm striving to be a better me, not by being someone else, but by discovering myself.
I know the route I took to get here hurt a lot of people. Some fought this battle just to be disappointed at the end. Some tried hard in the battle. This seems like the simplest and easiest words to be said, but maybe the war is not theirs to be won.
I thank Him. And I thank him. For making life more bearable to be lived. Music sounds better. Things seems better. I feel better.
"Kalau dia orang nya, dekat dekat kan lah. Kalau bukan dia orang nya, jauh jauh kan lah."
SONG OF THE MOMENT : Turn Your Lights Down Low by Bob Marley